eclipse of my heart

happiness mixed with emptiness... i am so happy that he is finally granted what we have wanted. today he embarked on a new journey, awaiting for me to join him.

with all the preparation we have time for, it is still inevitable. i feel a deep sense of loss, even though i know it is only for a short time. all of a sudden, the emotion of our long-distance courtship returns, as if we had not been staying together at all. but i know, this deep sense of loss comes from the everyday presence for the past 6 months.

it is bright and sunny outside, but there is an eclipse inside of my body. he left this morning and he took a piece of me with him without knowing it.

can't wait to see you soon.

love